i’ve got 99 problems and being a decaying organism that’s born to die in a society run by money that i can’t escape is one of them
do you need a hug
sometimes people who are sad dont always need the “it gets better talk”
sometimes people just want to hear “you are sad, you are trying your best, and it’s okay. you’re okay and you’re alive and that’s a big accomplishment”
because i know for myself unconditional optimism gets really fucking annoying. sometimes i just want to be sad and have it be okay that im sad.
don’t make me feel weirder than i already do in my own skin.
you aren’t lazy. you’re never doing nothing.
even if you think you’re doing nothing, you’re not. spend all day in bed watching tv on your phone?
you just spent all day caring for yourself.
you deserve that.
its gotten to the point where i either feel no emotion or every emotion at once
I simultaneously want to sleep in bed forever and do everything in the world
I just want to get through one damn night without waking up at around 4 or 5 in the morning because I can’t breathe. I just want to peacefully sleep through one entire night. I didn’t realize that was too much to ask. -.-